Leaving soon...
Sunday, December 03, 2006 3:05 PM
Hey...Two more days before going overseas...kind of feeling 50:50,happy:neutral...ok let me tell you what is happy about it...of course happy about going overseas,able to experience other country's culture and buy loads loads of things...haha...now about the neutral part...first is that going with the whole family but as you know the family rivalry thingy but luckily hope it will not be trigger during the trip...second would be also going with grandma so it is a bit difficult (not to be rude or anything) cause recently don't know why got some language barrier,when I speak to her she thought I speaking in Chinese mix with English or Cantonese but the fact is I speaking in pure Chinese...so scared cannot communicate with her then she will be bored...also only 3 guys going from my family then I have to partially take care of her right?so I scared can't do a good job and also a bit scared of her cause when she unhappy then if say me or someone,I guess its the worst feeling in the world...can really spoil your mood...if you get what I mean...[so sorry for saying all this crap...:(] ...but 95% of the time she is really nice...believe me...she is like the person I most admire...somemore long time never go overseas with such a big group,think it had been 5-7 years?thridly,this a bit of a sudden decision of going overseas so did not save lots of money to spend there and not enough excitement bulid up yet to let it all go there...haha...guess it is a bit lame but true...lots of things to do before leaving...thought of leaving a bit shorter-than-neck hair, whenever discuss it with my mum then if later talk too much then get scolded...but after saying so long she still say NO!!!say I cannot maintain it,look like a girl,look very messy,don't suit me and my hair at the back flips put as it grow so not nice...haiz...so ma fan...I guess it not really suited for me...somemore need go find job then not acceptable then so hard to find...walau!!!so many things to do this hols...anyway got to do more preparation to do so gtg now...fill you in more in 1 week time...see you in a week...bb...write soon... =0
[WHO? Juin Wen aka. Vabien]
[BIRTHDATE: 11 July]
[CHARACTER: Crazy, Emo, Weird, Kind, Fun Loving, Wacky, etc.]
[FAVOURITES: Eating & Drinking, Cooking, Chatting, Chilling Out with Cliques, Movies and Drama Serials, Reading, Music, Learn New Stuffs, Trying Out Adventurous and Exciting Stuffs...]
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