[WHO? Juin Wen aka. Vabien]
[BIRTHDATE: 11 July]
[CHARACTER: Crazy, Emo, Weird, Kind, Fun Loving, Wacky, etc.]
[FAVOURITES: Eating & Drinking, Cooking, Chatting, Chilling Out with Cliques, Movies and Drama Serials, Reading, Music, Learn New Stuffs, Trying Out Adventurous and Exciting Stuffs...]
[CONTACT: style_987@hotmail.com]
It is auspicious day...
Sunday, July 08, 2007 6:12 AM
Hi everyone...today is suppose to be a good day on all types of calander be it the chinese,chirstian,islamic or the indian calander,it is suppose to be a auspicious day...cause it is 777 meaning 7th July 2007...last year was 666 the devil number so it is supposely be bad...so anyway mum say a lot of people getting married today...but this morning was raining like so bad until its looks scary...maybe the rain is suppose to wash away our sins...haha...ok thinking too much liao...haha...actually me and eunice was talking online yesterday,we are starting to hate poly life man...before school started,I was so afraid that the vicious cycle of studying will start and now it is happening...haiz...study,project,tests,exams,not cooperative people and school life...I guess it just sucks...haiz...next week so many to do man...macro test and presentation,IAC submission,PBL submission and BLaw have to do relevant cases...and that IAC my that asshole group members still don't want to do anything...the survey still not yet do and send out(somemore need some time to consolidate the results and on wednesday need to present it)...that time ask him some questions about the IAC and LMS say I like girl like that ask so many questions and somemore ask me not to worry...how not to right?always so slow...later surely never do one then all throw to me to do ...the day before say help me do this,help me do that...I tell you if it is not my part I will not even care man...all these things had really made me tired...actually really want to go today 4E7 BBQ one but so many things to do how to go sia...haiz..all these have been sucking up my social life man...help me!!!then then monday suppose to go aikido one but lazy and then me and huiting already agree pon together...then that morning I not yet wash and iron my uniform...then 9 plus she sms me say she going...then piang sae me lor...very ass right?then keep ask me why I going this coming monday say pon lar...you think I going to believe her meh?she say lazy lazy then in the end go...if I know she is going I would also had gone lor then the next day say "wah we yesterday learn 8-10 moves leh"...FUC* sia say don't want go then in the end go,piang sae me then now cow bei cow bu with me...wah lao..and somemore always keep saying she don't like BCA then want to score AD and all those crap...getting very irritated of her leh...I don't know how pei jiao can stand her...I know it is not the right way but now I feel even very hard if she is near me leh...I actually hate myself being such a hypocrite don't like people then stay away lar...haiz...but I am starting show it but like damn obvious man but I didn't do it on purpose...I guess it was a natural reactions and she is starting to react to it already if I am not wrong or not I am too sensitive...now sneezing,I think she scolding me...ok moving on...I know I am contradicting if I say this but I just can't keep it bottled up inside me like that I will exploded...I think don't want to name cause I think I got enough enemy already...got this another guy in my group he did a presentation for BLaw then do already he send my other group memebers and not me...I was like FUC* man...I invisible one meh?then discuss things pretend I not there didn't even want to ask my opinion..I mean like I also part of the group,I can help one what...I know those people reading it is say I am so contradicting one group all I do and I unhappy and one is all I never do I also not happy...but let me explain,I mean that I want to play a part and get the grade I deserve and not be a free-rider and get a grade I don't deserve and whatsmore I didn't do anymore...what is worse is that I don't want to fail because I didn't help and come on is not I don't want to help,he does want me to help but luckily pei jiao is the group leader so she did include me...and THANK YOU for that...to tell you the truth I grade my group memebers seriously and I don't because they are nice or don't want to hurt them then give them AAA all the way...I want to give credit where it is due...I know doing like this is very the BITCH and I know this will come back to bite me in the ass...so if one day I ever am mistaken one day please read this entry...haiz...so sorry for those I have made these past few years...anyway I really happy I finish doing the two damn Excel books which really happy,don't need to touch it anymore...haha...ok maybe later in the night I will blog again if I have the time...but I don't think that is the case...haha...gtg now...see ya...take care... =(