Tuesday, July 10, 2007  2:59 PM

Hey...back to blog...today was not too bad...just as usually went for aiki and now my kneecap like a bit pain leh...been sliding on the floor...ok now let me tell you who is the unlucky person who partner me...it was feng,the aikido president...haha...but he did teach me patiently...but he did use force so it was easier to move...but some parts when I fall,damn awkward which was wrong so I could have injured myself but luckily at times he used his knee was there to support my back...heng ar...and sometimes I fall down too early and I wasn't suppose to fall I fall...so I was like shit...too early then I was also damn stiff...so when he do the moves on me,my body like don't want to move lor...shit sia and then gary who is my instructor told me say that go with the flow and resist when there is a need too...say if I don't learn I will be a bad partner...so I will try to mend my mistakes...he somemore say my logic wrong for doing some things that why my moves are wrong and taught me an important lesson saying that some people inlife is succssful and some is not is because of organising ourselves or something like that(actually a bit forget what he said...luckily feng did slowly but faster than xiang lei...but caught a bit...and gary had to stop me umpteen times...then some who did not stop and watched and eventually everyone stopped so it was a little embarassing...haha...but THANKS feng...I did learn something but doubt will remember it until next week...haiz...I now even doubt I can do it..whatsmore the next grading is the first week of sept...haiz hope to pass but doubt so...ok anyway moving on...tommorrow no school...the school of bA is shutting down to like pretend there is an emergency such as SARS,bird flu,earthquakes,etc.so we must access our tutorials and lectures at home...and take a quiz to know whether we had done our assignments or not...haha...so gonna sleep until very late tommorrow...very tired now...but must blog this entry finish first... bw yesterday bought Lin Jun Jie's cd...listen to it just now...like not my cup of tea leh,now feel a bit waste money nly a few songs I liked...this past week been mad about Zhang Dong Liang download all his emo songs...hear already I teared up and a tear slided down...cause the song eally very meaningful cause it saying that don't be attached to something so long when it is time to let go let go...later paste the lyrics here...got 2 and one is my blog's song...yesterday went to orchard to buy some things...bought a necklace wanted my second sis to buy me a cap but she refuse...then when I want buy this really nice ring she say I beng...haha...maybe I am becoming more beng or maybe I am not...haha...haiz...but i will be backto by it...muhahaha...then went to eat sakae ate loads of sushi and had a small hot pot and at the side of they had an raw egg...my big sis say muz beat it and then dip the ingredients of the hotpot into it and eat it...at first I hesitate then later eat it first it was the noodles almost puke man...cause one noodle slithered down my throat and almost choke then somemore got the raw egg smell so then told myself its alike half-boiled egg so in the end I finish it except some vegetables in it...haha...just to let you know it was my first time eating an raw egg...but was ok...haha...then on saturday and sunday,channel 5 had this 24-hour save the earth show...and they had commercials made by the famous artistes...one of them was not it is about a woman buying milk and then ask for plastic bag and she got slapped by the owner and talked about saving plastic...haha...damn funny...when they say save the earth,answer the call then me and my second sis pretend to pick up the phone...haha...okok I know lame...then when they were asking the people on the streets of new york about global warming then got this guy in abusiness suit piss me off sia...he look at the sky and say it is not too bad then walk away...so cocky man...you know it is scary and it is affecting us so much this kind if irresponsible people wasting ur resources and soon we will suffer...and now the countries with 4 seasons are feeling it for example, the sumer is getting colder and the winter is getting warmer...and before we reach 50-60 ears old we wil run out of petorlemn...haiz...these people disgust me...okok maybe I am one of them but I do think of the earth before using something unnecessarily...anyway yesterday took a taxi to orchard heard that is cheaper cause now I am also counted as adult...then we had this malay taxi driver very funny...his started saying he cannot go so far cause picking up his relative at world trade center then talk to my mum and stuffs...then my mum ask whether his car number got open before or not?then he say not...I didn't really listened to the conversation casue listening to my MP3 so not clear...then I was thinking "o shit,why she ask that malays don't gamble,drink and stuff" but then he gave my mum a number to buy...then ask her buy but mum couldn't find a booth and whatsmore it was going to close liao..so never but it did came out lar yesterday one..he say he got give his friend or something a number and then realy open,the guy bought $100 big then won consolation and got $25,000 and then gave him $5,000...haha...and to think he don't come up with number to gamble...haha...mum somemore say ya I got remember his car number so if strike can go thank him...she damn funny man...haha...okok enough for now...gtg now...I know its along entry,so sorry hope you enjoy reading...see ya...take care everyone... =)

1)重伤 by 张栋梁 (Blog's Song)

乘着黑夜还未破晓之前 离开你 你那时还睡得很甜蜜
是否有察觉到我的一片苦心 是为了不让你逃避你自己
也许我还不够能力把你撤底忘记 至少我懂适当时离去
我受了重伤 已不再对爱渴望 握紧的手 始终要放
留得住的只是恍然 我受了重伤 离开只是种疗方
放手逃离伤心的海岸 遗憾的是没找到麻木的药方

也许我还不够能力把你撤底忘记 至少我懂适当时离去
我受了重伤 已不再对爱渴望 握紧的手 始终要放
留得住的只是恍然 我受了重伤 离开只是种疗方
放手逃离伤心的海岸 遗憾的是没找到麻木的药方

多留一分钟 就多痛一分钟 我该学会如何遗忘
自私一分钟 就能从痛苦中释放 不必为了别人而伤

我受了重伤 已不再对爱渴望 握紧的手 始终要放
留得住的只是恍然 我受了重伤 离开只是种疗方
放手逃离伤心的海岸 遗憾的是没找到麻木的药方

2)日日夜夜 by 张栋梁

你说我是朋友之类
人言可畏
不想被人误会
我看我更像救伤队
随时准备
不迟到早退
感情不就是一人收一人给
总是有人要吃亏
也许我就是缺乏一点智慧
面对你我总口是心非
我们日日夜夜都在爱着谁
闭上眼睛感觉你就在(我)周围
爱不进则退
在你的心外围陪着你
我多么的狼狈
我们日日夜夜都在想着谁
在谁身边守护着彻夜不归
你需要安慰
我陪你掉眼泪
爱你我怎么这样迂回
爱不进则退
在你的心外围陪着你
我多么的狼狈

By Courtesy of http://www.musicpara.net/
(THANK YOU VERY MUCH for the lyrics)

P.S.:Read the lyrics carefully,it is meaningful!!! :) I STRONGLY recommend these two songs when you are sad or leaving someone...do tell me what you think...if not,just ENJOY it!!! ;D