Hi everyone...today had the macro exam...haiz...now I damn confused don't know what to type first...ok anyway last night couldn't sleep cause got this damn flu which kept me awake until like 2 plus,so instead I woke up to study until 2 plus the slept...then it was I set my alarm to 6 am to study more but couldn't wake up was really tired but I heard my alarm so I was in a semi-conscious so set it to 6.30am but later to 7am lastly...haha...wasn't really in the state for sitting for the exam considering having a flu and surviving on 3 hous plus of sleep...but life like that right?you hang in there and move on...ok anyway then went to school...wanted walk faster to blk 56 one so catch a few minutes to revise...but ass man got this group of girls walk like its their own road like that,walk in four a row which was like damn irritating and whatsmore walk so slow I wanted to die...anyway the room was like damn freaking cold again and it was raining which I was like isn't the 'great'?haha...
Ok let me tell you about the paper?My aim is to get a high B for the module but I doubt it already...so it was the reading time...I was stupid lar,didn't have time to read money so I just glance through...I was like they surely won't ask what is the function of money cause a year ago they asked already...but GUESS WHAT?!it came out...was thinking of all things to come out this came out or why it couldn't happen for another module and for the fiat money thingy came out but at that time forget what it was lor,was something like almost worthless or something like that...wah lao,if I had studied that topic properly then will not happen already...I guess the question was setted by mr lee and it was to help us,but who knows it didn't for me...I wanted to stab myself at the moment lar...haiz...I was like o shit I don't know this,and this too,o and that too...wtf man...and there was this feeling of despair coming over me...as though my future was bleak...and I am not kidding about this,I don't think I want to experience it again man...it is kind of scary,like you are about to die like that...I guess during the reading time I was freaking out,and while doing the paper I was panicking and partially thinking of the other questions...so things was starting to slipped from my mind and did not really think properly and wrote it down...the first few questions in question one was like I don't know how to do lar...ok then moving on the government question I didn't know what I am doing but I don't know the second part whether correct or wrong...but have a feeling of 80% that I think wrong,which was going to affect the rest of the part...haiz...then the money question,forget about it...don't talk about it liao..then was the Singapore economy was ok...I was like if known earlier I study the solutions can already,don't waste my time studying the problems faced...and there was this 2 marks question which asked "what was Singapore's economic growth rate for 2006?"I was like what is this man,who in the right mind will know?haha...I don't know whether the question was to help us or kill us?haha...but I guess mrs ng will say that question is to make people be too proud...haha...so I crapped and put 7.5% later changing it to 7%...haha...I don't anything already,I guess I will fail the paper but hope I pull through...I feel damn sad now man,cause all the grades in poly does affect your final GPA in the third year upon graduation...haiz...At the bus stop,was waiting for the bus with pei jiao then hasanah and meng kui came chat for a while then pei jiao left...after that didn't talk to them cause was stil thinking about the exam...haiz...but felt a little awkward...ok maybe not a little but a lot...haha..then their bus came and we said bye and soon after I borad my bus too...
I guess I don't know what to say now already...but to await fate...I think the paper is ok but if have studied well,which I didn't...I felt it was a WASTE!!!all those hours of studying gone down the drain...but I not going to blame anyone but...MYSELF!!!argh...now I feel like banging my head against the wall and dying...*sigh*...I guess this spells out Death for me(and thats with the capital "D")...haiz...I thought that after ending this paper and enjoy the holidays,I would be happy but...I feel worse than ever...if I could turn back the clock,I guess I would spend more time on macro and may be will not be regretting now...haiz...for bmgt I thought cannot do but I could(but the marks obtained is a different case)...while the macro I thought can do but couldn't...I guess never predict the future as it will turn around drastically and bite you in the ass...anyway I guess the saying goes "don't cry over spilled milk" but how can I not?I guess it will surely affect me...3 down 1 more to go...infa left...and I am not going to flunk this one too...I going to study damn intensively...grrr...anyway gtg now...wish me luck...haha...see ya...take care everyone... =(
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