Hi...today didn't do much...cause only went out for dinner...just found out many people indeed went back to school...haha...fell a bit 'yi han' never go...but guess don't cry over spilled milk right?haha...today stayed at home and watched "most haunted" and this show about investigating ghosts in an haunted house on youtube...damn eerie,creepy and freaky...guess tonight not going to sleep liao...haiz...so gonna watched tv until morning I guess...haha...just now went to grandma's house to visit her and that very moment I feel very heart-wrenched,as I feel she really aged...there are a few times that I dream of her passing and in the dream it feel really real,I indeed feel deep sadness...I guess life is really a box of chocolate,it is unpredictable...haiz...o btw yesterday(or should I say this morning)watch finish "Wei Xiao Pasta"...damn nice...haha...maybe I buying the dvd..haha...but must see how first...got $$$ first or not...haha...it then I guess you are going call me mad..haha...true,sometimes I don't watch it too many times it's because don't want to go through the emotional roller coaster ride of the show...haha...the ending a bit diappointing cause he qun didn't have the contract or didn't show he had the contract...if he got the contact then it will be perfect..haha...but on the other hand if they show him having the contract then he will have no time to pei the chen xiao shi and may break up...but if he have the contract then there will be many possibilities,such as they may still love each other as much...haha...maybe they can't show him too successful or else,he will be a global star and everyone will know him...and then people might think he is a real character but there are such people right?anyway these shows are 90% not true,right?haha...I guess you now must be scratching your head,right...haha...so sorry,moving on...
Yesterday was talking to pei jie(pj) about life...was discussing about love,stress and school..sometimes I do really ask myself,is there such thing as true love?do dreams really come true?and how would dead feel?I gues you may be asking wth am i not doing thinking of these...it is because I couldn't sleep last night as slept too much in the afternoon so it was a time to think about things,talk to god and just reflect on life...the other day asked my mum what would happen when you die,and she said that you will dream about your childhood and then you will see your late relatives coming to take you away...I guess if I have a choice I think I would choose a dead who not hurt and suffering...but on the other hand who wouldn't right?haha...at times living is just like a dream,and when you die you just wake up from that long dream and your soul leaves your body and returns to where it belongs...the I can't believe this I am revealing this,but don't laugh ar...I actually told pj that if one day we both passed away must put close together so the afterlife we have company...neighbour neighbour...haha...but who know what will happen in the future right?haiz...actually I missed her so long never talk liao since that day that failed sentosa trip...haiz...anyway,hope to see her soon...haha...o my first aunt and uncle is now in india visiting the Dalai Lama..so envy them wished I could go...but maybe I may not used to the environment ther even though it is only for a week...haha...anyway gtg now...see ya...take care everyone... =)
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[WHO? Juin Wen aka. Vabien]
[BIRTHDATE: 11 July]
[CHARACTER: Crazy, Emo, Weird, Kind, Fun Loving, Wacky, etc.]
[FAVOURITES: Eating & Drinking, Cooking, Chatting, Chilling Out with Cliques, Movies and Drama Serials, Reading, Music, Learn New Stuffs, Trying Out Adventurous and Exciting Stuffs...]
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