Hey...my status now is: rotting in process..haha...I just realise like a lot people all working like that...maybe I shouldn't have quit deli,then wouldn't be so bored now and somemore can earn some $$$...haha...but deli like not really good o work and the pay is peanuts,so what for right?but if work new place then have to go new environment and establish relations with people all over again...I know as you can guess it,I'm not a fan of changes...and I guess that is my weakness...haha...really bored...as usual woke up really late about 1 plus like that...you know why?since the exams,my sleeping habits have been disrupted...so now people who are sleeping,I am awake...and when I am sleeping everyone is awake...haha...ok today damn hot sia...I want to die liao...haha...I realise these 3 days is over really fast...I woke up about 12 plus then 12-1 like that go back to sleep...maybe its beccause I am hardly awake for 12 hours so that why I feel it is fast ba...haha...I starting to think I am a pig man,sleep so much...haha...anyway yesterday don't know what I press then suddenly stumble over this really cute blog skin so I don't whether to change or not...cause give up this blogskin a bit 'she bu de'...cause once I saw this then I love it at once...you can say it's love at first sight...haha...but the next one I going to change a bit gay leh...but nvm lar...who cares already...this blogskin quite long liao so better change ba...and I guess must keep changing right?haha...going to miss this blogskin cause it protrays my character very dark,quiet,emo,likes to be kept alone,longing for this special something...haha...and I love it so much...but its funny,the skin is a little funny,to an extend that you can't take me seriously...haha...anyway going to change it...haha...today suppose to meet eunice to exchange books but she say she forget to bring out cause she in a rush...haha...I was also a little lazy to meet her...so luckily she didn't bring out...opps...but if she got bring out I will surely meet her one...haha...haha...ok gtg now...see ya...take care folks... =)
O btw here a poem taken for Choices magazine few months ago,found it when clearing my old files...it's really sad,it is actually to encourage people to walk away from abusive spouse but actually it taught me to have the courage to do things that are right even though,not many people are doing it...read it...it really meaningful...
Title: I Got Flowers Today
I got flowers today!
It wasn't my birthday or any special day.
We had our first argument last night;
And he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt;
I know that he is sorry and didn’t mean to the things he said;
Because he sent me flowers today.
I got flowers today!
It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day.
Last night, he threw me into the wall and started to choke me.
It seemed like a nightmare.
I couldn't believe that it was real.
I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over.
I know he must be sorry.
Because he sent me flowers today.
I got flowers today!
And it wasn't Valentines Day or any special day;
Last night he beat me and threatened to kill me;
Make-up and long sleeves didn't hide the cuts and bruises this time;
I couldn't go to work today because I didn't want anyone to know – but I know he's sorry;
Because he sent me flowers today.
I got flowers today!
And it wasn't Mother's Day or any special day;
Last night he beat me again, and it was worse than all of the other times;
If I leave him, what will I do? How will I take care of the kids?
What about money?
I'm afraid of him, but I'm too scared and dependent to leave him!
But he must be sorry;
Because he sent me flowers today.
I got flowers today!
Today was a special day – it was the day of my funeral;
Last night he killed me;
If only I would gathered the courage and strength to leave him;
I could have received help from the Women's Shelter, but I didn’t ask for their help;
So I got flowers today – for the last time.
-Paulette Kelly, 1992-
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[WHO? Juin Wen aka. Vabien]
[BIRTHDATE: 11 July]
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